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| WOw! it's been a very long itme since my latest entry huh..hehe...but yea, so many things goin on...hehe.....i'll try to pull out osme pics somtiems..meanwhile, thanks to everyone for your wishes and beautiful thoughts on my very 21st Birthday!!  I had a WONDERFUL Time so far......esp. the surprises YOU GUYS did!!! Once again, thank you all...............
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| Got this from Khoa'z xanga.........thought it's something well-thought to share with you guys....hope it'll touch u in some way...........
the greatest irony of love
loving the right person at the wrong time.
having the wrong person when the time is right.
finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life.
sometimes you think you are already over a person,
but when you see them smile at you,
you will suddenly realize that you're just pretending
to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that
they will never be yours again.
for some, they think that letting go is one way
of expressing how much you love the person.
in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love
being held by someone else.
most relationships tend to fail not because of
the absence of love. love is always present.
it's just that one was being loved too much
and the other was being loved too little.
as we all know that the heart is the center of the body.
but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason
why the heart is not always right.
most often, we fall in love with the person we think
we love but to only discover that for them,
we are just for past times, while the one who truly
loves us remains either a friend or a stranger.
so here's a piece of advice:
let go when you are hurting too much.
give up when love isn't enough, and move on
when things are not like before.
for sure, there is someone out there
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| It've been a very long road........and my heart has been torn enough.......i've drained enough tears already.....we've stepped out of each other's life for about 2 1/2 years so far......but u were so alive in my heart throughout these years.......everythign seems like it just happend yesterday.....i duno wat to say.....this relationship has brought me enough tears and memories.....too much depressions goin on...i've pushed and pulled and hurt friends who were there that cared for me....i was blind...too blind that even my bestfriend was pushed aside......tears*...........u were the one who i love the most, miss the most, cry the most, laugh with the most, and dream of with the most.....but wat happened?........sigh*..............3 years of sharing memories together, it's really tough to just say "let it go"....but time changes everything and everyone....even u has changed.....i admit, i'm not fully recover...nor will i ever be...but one thing i
know for now is, finally, i'm committin to move on.......it's a great
feeling to realized how happy and in love u are with that person.....i'm very relief now......let's just say, this is the end of my FIRST TRUE LOVE. 
*Growing up with you will always be one of my favorite memories.
You were without a doubt my first love
And I will never forget the time spent with you.
Though things and people change
Memories remain and I will always hold ours close to my heart.
We had our ups and downs... all high school relationships do.
But I know what we had was real.
I will always hold what we had on a platform
Because so far, you are all I know of love.*
*************************I'll Miss You Forever*********************** | | |
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.....one more day tomorrow then i'll be off for TWO weeks of winter-break...woohoooo....okie, time for some goodies then headin to bed for clinical tom again...tisk tisk*....btw, i saw THREE shooting starts last night!!! 
